I'm so tired. That's nothing new, really. I am always tired. At any moment during the day, I feel like I could crawl right back in the bed and sleep another 6 hours. And it's not just "Oh, I want to get in the bed and lie down"...it's like, sitting here right now, typing this, I am having trouble keeping my eyes open. I'm sleeping at night. I just can't seem to get enough.
And on top of all that...I have discovered that my anti-social-ness increases in direct proportion to my age. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything anymore. I want to be at home and I don't want anyone here (besides Brad and Cliff, that is). I don't want to visit anyone or have anyone visit me. It pisses me OFF when the phone rings because that's someone on the other end wanting a minute of my life. I'm angry when I drive. I don't even want to shop! (this may have something to do with the fact that I can't afford to) I find absolutely nothing (but the computer) interesting in any way. I need a vacation and can't afford to take one.
Aren't I a whiny cow?
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